February 2012
24 posts
With so many people crashing in all of a sudden.
I am overwhelmed.
And I don’t know whether it is good or bad.
I am sorry. I moved on first.
=)=)
butterflies in my tummy and that silly grin on my face.
=)=)
Life like that. I am starting to love it =) How carefree, how fun!
It's never different
Did due dilligence
Found out common traits of the same species
Everyone of them or almost all are the same
Haha of course
What could I have expected?
But now, nothing matters
Fairy tale don’t exist
I am facing up to reality
Take things in their stride
And play my own games
Just enjoy life to the whole
Update on LUVEST
This picture is by far the best one out of all the others. As you can see the background is more greyish, which is the actual background colour at the studio. This means that the ISO used for this pic is the most natural..and of course, my hair, face and all look the best in it.
Here comes the ugly ones..
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UGLY RED HEAD!
SIGH! MY RED HAIR REALLY SPOILED THE LOOK OF...
when you are single, many people just coming knocking on your door daily.
And I see this as a good omen.
Setting me free
Doing what i did, it is not right. But it made me feel better. It made me feel like I am on equal grounds as you. That we both are wrong. That we both commit the same deed.
Give me another opportunity, I will do the same thing.
Knowing I don’t deserve you too is the only way I can let you go.
Lost a lot of weight.
But I love being skinny.
All the best to achieving the picture perfect body.
I love that I am investing so much to grooming myself.
Yes call me superficial.
I am.
When you are feeling empty and lonely.. It helps to have a little company
It’s 4:23 am. I hate to admit it but I miss you badly.
Today is by far the happiest day since the split.
Could it be that it’s truly over for me?
I thank the Lord.
V DAY with sharon
The very cliche occasion that happens once a year.Didn’t get to celebrate it the way I would have loved to, but I spent this year’s valentine’s day really sweetly too =)
Thank you Sharon for taking the time off to spend it with me! Appreciate that you tagged along to dye your hair too! And I kinda believe you didn’t really wanted to do anything to your...
Beyond hope
Instead of fighting for me you chose to run away despite me giving chances over and over and over again. How many chances I have left? I don’t know. But Everytime u don’t cherish these sacred chances, you broke my heart. How many times can a heart be broken? If it is not infinite I beg you please break it till it turns into bits and pieces and irreparable as soon as possible. Because I...
last chance
I have 10 points for you now. Every mistake made is a score gone. Every simple favor turned down is a score gone as well.
Your last chance to cherish me.
Did I finally muster the courage to free myself from you?
In the past I was so afraid to leave..now I feel like I am in control of the situation and finally able to think on my own feet.
Many observers have encouraged me to take the step out and I never knew I would..I have always gave the excuse of ‘it’s not easy’ and hence brush away thoughts of doing it because I am do...
Bought 4 dresses in a week . Insane or what?
In the gym
In the gym.. Thinking about the choices I make in life. A mentally stimulating run.
Just realized the so many uncomfortable issues that I keep only to myself all these while..
It’s really a torture.. But sharing with others who don’t give a damn about my issues is even more a shitty thing to do to myself..
So I choose to hide. Even when I am cringing at the thought of my life...
Why am I where I am now?
came to school today just to realize my makeup class was held last week. My classmate gave me the wrong information weeks ago and never followed up with me even when she knows the info she gave is wrong.
so I missed a class.
A fucking important one.
And now my schedule with an interviewee for my project is trying to back out by postponing the interview time.
Why is life at it’s toll?
