Loving my daily encounters with the Lord. Today a friend dropped me a really useful advice. I don’t have to rush for any chase but instead rush for the chase of the Lord and everything will just fall in place
The depressing moment when you think of someone and you know he/she is guaranteed to not give 2 hoots about you. #dejected and #rejected. Feel that whatever I am planning to do is all for nought and a waste of my time and emotions. Then again, I probably haven’t chosen the right candidate. You might think someone is perfect for you but he/she probably isn’t. You just got to wait...
I guess I was deluded. You were just being nice to everyone generally. It happens.
You know it might probably just not happen but when you have that little chance you go all out to make it work. I will pounce at every opportunity but I will abide by His will ultimately.
Argh you really drive me crazy no joke. How to suppress this tornado feelings and emotions?? I am going berserk at every second of the day just with the unrealistic thoughts running through my head and soul. Oh have mercy my dear Lord for when I experience this rush of blood, it comes like tornado that sweeps me off my feet. Let me be relieved of this the soonest if it isn’t your will...
I am really really really confused by your mixed signals. I hate guessing games like these.
Feeling kinda stupid developing feelings for someone who thinks so little of me. I really do not understand your blow hot and cold moments. At timed you are such a sweetie and other times you compare me with your female friends and tell me how much worse off I am. I would have take the things you said as a form of teasing if I wasn’t into you. But because I am, it hurts like fuck boy.
Please help me.
When the people who are the closest mates to me are the ones not worth treasuring, who should I invest my friendship in? I am planning to put in more effort in people who are worth it and not people I think are the closest to me.